Thursday, May 18, 2006
was deleting all the emails in my mailbox when i came across the ones send by Mr F. yes yes... u guys remember Mr F. some of you send me smses and emails congratulating me on my divorce last year remember ? haha...
*shakes head*
i cant believe how naive and gullible i was. haha... "dont have any guy frens"..."you cannot have access to your school email account"..."dont go Europe with your mom" sheesh...
*smacks head*
hahaha~ like i said, i was stupid. now that everything is over, i can finally look back and not feel like running into a wall. im not saying i've forgiven him... hohoho... that wont be happening anytime soon. but after what i've been through for the past 6 years with Mr F, i think now i'd be able to take whatever life throws at me. Amen.
and one of the most important leassons i learn from the breakup is that boyfriends come and go, but friends last forever. i dont know how i would be able to handle those first few weeks if not for my wonderful, supportive friends who never grew tired of listening to my rantings. thank you guys. thank you for being my pillar of strength and thank you for being there when i was at my rock bottom. thank you for scolding me and screaming at me and threatening to slap me when i just refuse to snap out of it. thank you.
rens, miche, karima... from the very beginning i know you guys didnt approve but nonetheless, for 6 years, you guys were always there for me when things go terribly wrong. thank you.
ben and syl... thank you for repeatedly telling me to just GET OVER IT. hehe...
mr h... hmm, this one is tricky because i've pretty much gotten over Mr F when i met you. but thank you for making me believe that there are guys out there who could be worth it. hehehe.... but most importantly, thank you for agreeing to marry me in case i cant find anyone else who will *chuckles*
okie then, im done :P
cheerio~
Posted by YellowElephant at 2:37 PM