Monday, December 25, 2006
its 2.45am but i have trouble sleeping. alone at bb once again. will be staying in singapore till friday because the bidding starts this wednesday, one day after i get my results. *shivers*
watched Love Actually on tv just now. sigh~ one of my favourite movies.the saddest part was when the guy told his best fren's wife that he's in love with her. awww~ heart pain. to love someone from afar. so sad kan kan kan?
anyway, this wednesday, me and the bf will go jalan2 in JB again! weeee~ parking the bike at my house and then we'll be using the car. see, if ur parents adores ur bf, he gets to borrow the car anytime he wants. good for me because.. well, u all know how "well" i drive. *giggles* aper aper lah. i prefer being driven anyway. *snort* the plan is to stuff ourselves with sushi before going city square and angsana. fun fun fun! i cant wait sayang!
its christmas today. so that means what, 6 days till new year? 2007... i'll be 23. ya Allah ya Tuhanku, i'm old. 2 more years and i'll be mid twenties. then late twenties. then the big 30! and i'll be graduating in 6 months insyaAllah. *runs around the room* i'm too young to start working... nooooo~
argh... need to work out that Things to do fore 25 list. hmmmmm...
Posted by YellowElephant at 3:08 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
PFFT! im super pissed off though i didnt show it. a part of me malas sangat nak inform the other party when im angry. after fighting continuously for a long period of time (try 6 freaking years), it kinda gets to you. u'll be weary and tired of it all. even when u feel like u've got a valid point, u just have this what-the-fish-after-all-i've-done-you-still-can-give-me-this-crap-well-i-give-up-so-leave-me-alone kinda feelin.
so nowadays, i tend to just back off when im angry because i dont feel its worth my time. *shrugs... i just feel nothing is worth the arguement and heartache. so to the person who's responsible for making me feel like this, after u read this entry, pls dont call me and try to talk about whatever. its over and done with.
i refuse to feel miserable over something or someone. life's too short.
good night people!
ps: exams results coming out with tuesday. TUESDAY! *pulls hair*
Posted by YellowElephant at 9:38 PM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
im cold and im hungry. just reached singapore. raining heavily, might have to cancel our outing to JB tmr. sob sob.
on a more happy note, i finally rebonded my hair. yipee. bad hair days be gone! and my hair was like super thick yes, so the girl who did my hair really trimmed it down. which means easy maintaince. but i didnt stop at that...
i had highlights too. first time i dyed. the results? okielah, at least i've tried it. do not wanna wake up one day when im 40 and realised i nvr tried dying before. know what i mean. i'm thinking of making a list of all the things i have to do before im 25 and 30. *ponders*
and oh ya, the whole lot of u start tagging on my tag board with msgs like " why higlight and rebond when no one can see?" messages.. i would like to say that i did it all for ME. not other ppl. personal satisfaction lah gitu~ *grins*
i'm done blogging and now its time to hit the sack. nice weather to cuddle cuddle under comforter with my bolster.
*waves goodbye*
Posted by YellowElephant at 7:37 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
lunch at mackenzie rex, movies at the grand cathay and dinner at east coast. had a nice time bf, thank you very much.
in the movies.. sempat~
the tired bf who brought his gf to east coast nonetheless
Posted by YellowElephant at 1:26 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
BORED! damn i hate holidays. anyway, i got this from one of my cousins' blogs.
can u name 11 ppl? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list thenames first... No Cheating!!!
1) boyfriend
2) piggo
3) syl
4) karima
5) rens
6) miche
7) az
8) joy
9) stan
10) ryan
11) firdaus
How did you meet 10?
-> classmate in first yr uni
What would you do if you had never met 6?
-> i wont be able to witness ah bengs angry and wanting to beat up someone. power!
What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
-> i would give 2 my condolences cause he wont survive her. 6 needs a man MAN. no offense piggo. hehehe
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-> seen no. heard yes, plenty. she'll usually cry when she hears me cry.
Do you think 1 is pretty?
-> yes. 1 is pretty. even prettier than me.
Tell me something about number 11
-> that dude is bloody proud to be indian and thinks all malays are losers. *piak piak*
How do you know 8?
-> classmate in JC.
Would you ever go on a date with number 5?
-> oh shit. i was hoping number 5 wasnt u rens. haha.. but YEAH baby. give me call sometimes. *winks*
What's 7's favorite color?
-> i have no idea
What would you do if 2 confessed he liked you?
-> if piggo confess he likes me? likes LIKES likes? gosh. lets see. i'll kick him in the groin and run away screaming. :P kidding
Fact about 9:
-> he's away in germany and gets to tour around europe like nobody's business
Who is 6 going out with?
-> *gasp* i dont know. sob sob
Who is number 5 to you?
-> a friend who always has the answers
Would you ever live with 11?
-> hahahaha... absurd question
Is 2 single?
-> nope
How much does 3 mean to you?
-> she means alot to me. my rock in civil engineering.
What do you think about 1?
-> i think he's one the best things that ever happened in my life. is the feeling mutual boyfriend? *poke poke* well is it??
What's the best thing about number 8?
-> she's very sweet and girly-girly. so not like me.
What do you dislike about number 10?
-> so hard to get him for lunch
Favorite Memory with 4?
-> the sleepovers with her and her sister
Posted by YellowElephant at 2:18 AM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
the past week have been dedicated to watching dvds - each night, i watch 3 movies. i usually sleep at 5 am which explains my panda eyes. sob sob. and oh yah, one of you have my Pride and Prejudice. who ah? *scratch head* i feel like watching it since i cant get the BBC mini series version. Colin Firth!!!!!
anyway, i'll be rebonding my hair this monday! insyaAllah, if nothing cocks up lah kan. my parents sponsoring since my dad got his bonus. and i heard from my uncle this yr, the civil servants gets like what 2.5 months bonus? is it true? gosh, wait for me wait for me lah. but with my luck, im not surprised if the economy slows down the moment i enter the service. bleah.
and the green appple baby has arrived! weeee. so now my mom and i can drive to city square to lepak and go shopping in the afternooons. shiok! k lah, thats all for this entry. i shall update more soon.
ps: syl, exams out on the 26th dec leh. dont scare me lah...
Posted by YellowElephant at 4:21 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
the baby was sick so the aunt didnt go jb yesterday. but i still entered singapore since the bf said he misses me so much. awwwwwww~ there there...*pats shoulder* k lah, the feeling was mutual. *grins* pizza hut and movies. i hope you feel much better bf. the holidays will be over in 3 weeks and then we can see each other as often as you like. muacks.
oh yah, was meaning to blog about this...ex-es. i dont know where people get this misguided notion that ex-es could be friends because lets face it, they cant. in order to break up, probably a lot of shitty things would have transpired between the 2 parties and unfortunately, you cant just forget about the past can you? unless the person has amnesia or some other memory related disease...
but anyway, the point is : stop this nonsense about wanting to be friends because being a friend requires more than just occasional smses and emails and chats online. it requires trust and respect which i am sure, in most cases, were already lost which then explains why the 2 people are no longer in the relationship in the first place. dig? dug? i hope so. i mean, im not saying 2 people should be enemies or something because thats not healthy too.
moral of the story? just be civil to your ex. if you're to pass him/her on the street, a smile and a simple hello-how-are-you-okie-i-have-to-go greeting will suffice. there's no need to go have a cup of coffee to catch up nor is there is a reason to pick up the biggest rock u can find lying around and then hurling it at him/her.
there you go. Lesson 1101 on How to Treat Your Ex.
Posted by YellowElephant at 2:28 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
im back! there's a kenduri arwah today. will be returning back to jb today. mom is already at my aunt's place. i get to go back bt batok and sleep. will only go there around 4. guest of honour lah gitu kan~ hehehe...
anyway, the plan to enter NIE is finalised. so thats The Plan, k bf? Final answer tau. talked to my dad about it and he really approves of it. so the plan's all set. 6 more months to go and i'll be officially a working adult. hehe! im kinda excited. because my parents have planned a few things. and all these plans depends on me entering NIE this june.
1. Operation Rush - if im lucky, it'll be executed in june'07 instead on dec'07! *runs around the room*
2. The Vacation - Visit my sister in Belgium and touring around Europe for the whole month of dec'07.
3. Operation Top Secret - errm, the name itself is self explainatory. cant go into detail.
so ya, those are a few of the plans that i have already. exciting kan kan kan kan? the excitement is building up! i'm glad and bersyukur tergerak hati i to apply for teaching. i have to say the talks with the bf really helps.
thank you eh dear for planting the idea in my head. hehehe. sayang dier~ okie, enuf of pda- public display of effection.
i gotta do my 5 page interim report for my fyp.
cheerio~
Posted by YellowElephant at 7:44 AM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
exams are finally over. Amen. paper was do-able. time to go back jb, buy lots of dvds and jog on the treadmill my mom just bought.
the goal for this holidays is lose a minimum of 3 kg.
have a good one people. MUUUUAAAAAAAH! and boyfriend, i'll be seeing you soon. love you.
Posted by YellowElephant at 5:21 PM
im too tired to study. cant concentrate.
*runs around the room*
after my paper, i'll be going back JB (and for the last time, i AM singaporean) for the holidays. there wont be internet connection so that means, no updates. okie, there will be an update on the 13th.
bf and his aunty and of course, her lovable children will be visiting my mom and i in jb. i foresee some major babysitting for me and the bf while the aunty goes shopping~
its 1.15. shit. have to sleep.
nites!
***
this was a post i saw on some bulletin.
Location: Bukit Batok
Student: P5 boy
Subjects: English and Maths
Rate:$220-230 for 8 lessons
Frequency:1.5hr/twice/week
Tutor: Female chinese tutor who is above 25yrs and must be able to
handle the tutee as he is very mischievous.
Remark: The tutee is very mischievous and there is an occassion he bit
the tutor. However the parent is most willing to work with tutor on how
to deal with him on this.
WTH.... i would just put a muzzle on that little bugger.
Posted by YellowElephant at 12:34 AM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
right, so yesterday was spent playing around with phone. met the bf at lavender at 7pm. ate kfc(he was craving for it) and watched Flags of Our Fathers at Shaw Towers. now the bf understands why i love that place. its just so big. the show was quite okie, not so much of a war movie. its really about flags or more accurately, its about the men who raised the flag during one of the battles. *smacks head*
and after discussion with the parents and bf, Operation Rush will commence in june 2007 and hopefully, if things go my way (prays really really hard), you guys will see the results in december the same year. hehe. thats all i'm gonna say k. wont give any details. shhhhh~
oh yah, and just now i checked my glucose level. bloody hell...its low. that explains the headaches that i've been getting. *tsk tsk tsk*
argh, gtg go some reading now.
Posted by YellowElephant at 7:25 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
i finally bought a phone! i got myself a white N6288, using my dad's plan. happy happy. plus, i got myself a free HP photo printer which i gave my parents. wont be needing that since i dont like to keep hardcopies of my pictures. :P and i also gave my N3230 to my mom.
final exams this thursday. shall only start my revision after i figure out how to use my phone. weeee~
*dances around the room*
Posted by YellowElephant at 3:06 PM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
after lunch, bf sent me to school. had a 1pm paper. financial accounting. *what was i thinking*
we met with a small, tiny weenie accident while bf was riding his bike in the carpark. a stupid bloody idiot reverse his car out of his parking space without checking for incoming traffic. so bf's wife kissed the asshole's rear.
mind you, this happened 30 mins before my paper. scary hoi. but anyway, what a idiot lah!!!
*growl* lucky bf was alert enough.
after my paper, i came home and started cleaning up the house. tsk tsk tsk. spent 3 hours doing the chores. *yawn* and now i'm sleepy. can sleep soundly tonight coz tmr, my parents will FINALLY come and visit me. its been weeks since i last met them. *tsk tsk tsk*
okie then, good night ppl. have a jolly good weekend!
muacks