Friday, January 19, 2007
it has always been at the back of mind but i've never share it with them before. not because i think its insignificant. i think the reason i dont want to say anything is because if i dont acknowledge the problem, then the problem wouldnt exist... lame excuse? very. but now that the story is out, something has got to be done. but whatever happens, things arent gonna be easy. we shall see. tricky, very tricky.
r said to me today "he took alot of your fire" or something to that effect. yes, he did but at the same time, he taught me some valuable lessons in life. which is why maybe i'm so mellowed down. after all that has happened, i grew up. hurray? good? *shrugs* i dont know...
after lunch, the bf fetched me. he wanted me to go accompany him while he did his project. went ntu, to v's room. read the "design factory book" while the two of them did their fyp. dinner with bf at jurong point before he wnet off to work. v asked me why im attracted to the bf and i answered honestly that it was his height... at first. im sorry but if i'm to go out with someone he has to be at least 10cm taller than me, which he is. perfect height for me. *grins*
this blog entry is messy i know. well alot of things happened today. right, have to sleep early. tuition today morning.
good night!
Posted by YellowElephant at 9:43 PM